I really find it funny (fucked up) how life works. I mean, you spend all this time/energy looking for something that you really want, and when you find it, you only get a teaser.... a taste... a sample of what it's like, and then it slips right through your fingers... like sand, or something. You can see it, you can feel it, hell you can even taste it, but you can't keep it.. no no... you're only allowed to KNOW how good things could be, you're not allowed to have things actually BE that good.
These things happen less than infrequent because most of the time you just go around waiting for something this good to come along. When it finally comes, it lasts long enough to know what it's like but short enough to leave you begging for more.
The only good that comes out of these situations is that they really make you think about where you are. It's a strange feeling. You start to dissect your life into little pieces and you start separating the things that make you happy from the things that make you miserable. Does this make any sense to you? It seems to make perfect sense to me.
I'm just tired of letting life slip through my fingers. I need to do something drastic. Something life-changing....
I'll get back to you with ideas...
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